what should we talk about?

lets see~ the gathering we had last night..
not many people attended~ but i'm not talking about that..
i realized something~...
what kind of topic should we focus on?

hmmm~
some talk about things happen in the morning..
some talk about future..
some talk about reality..
cars.. gadjet.. scholarship..beverage~ bla vla zla...

i don't talk a lot last night..
don't feel like want to~
coz~ i have no idea about what should i start~

result? satisfied enough? - so what? its written there~ nothing can change or alter no matter soon or later~
future? course? school? - i haven't make up my mind yet.. "follow your interest lar" =.=.. i don't even know what i prefer..
cars? gadjets?girls? - look at the empty pocket? i'm can do nothing except boasting~ how lame isn't..=.=
parents?reaction?rewards? - ok~ i got 1 B+, but who would be so cruel and shoot me straight on my face? and if i put a moody face on my face, what can i expect to get? sympathy? consolation? what can they help?

i rather - - -
*watch a movie, at least i can have 2 hours paying attention on the screen, with a blank mind~
*stop talking, just listening..
*get drunk~ i got 2 tin heineken n 10ml vodka!!
*go outing, somewhere we can push everything aside.. of coz, temporary..

haiz~~烦o~! >.<"

mingming