HIEKOR FRUSTRATING

jz finish chatting wif weikeat.. adriel left suddenly jz nw, mayb bcoz v ignored him 4 quite sum minutes.. hiuh, sent him a msg jz nw, stil din get any reply.. hope he dun mind~ coz d spam quite annoying~ d last topic i've talked to wei keat.. nt gonna mention abt it here.. bt i did realise sumtin...
hmm..hw shud i start.. erm....
k, 1st..SORRY to everyone.. sorry 4 wat i've done tht offended u guys b4.. sorry 4 askin u guys too many stupid question once b4.. sorry 4 doing so many stupid stuff in front of u guys once b4.. sorry 4 writing tis post coz it might let sum of u guys thought i was craving 4 sympathy.. sorry 4 letting u down either in d previous days or lately.. sorry 4 letting u guys misunderstood wat happen on me in d past time..sorry 4 cnt b u guys gud fren 4 having different kinds of idea n thinking.. sorry 4 getting full attendance in every gatherin tht we've planned b4.. sorry 4 spending too much times wif u guys once b4 n end up wif my absence in my family photograph durin my sis bf 1st time met my parents.. sorry 4 donig things tht u guys thought i wasn't necessary.. sorry 4 trying to maintain tis so-called "friendship" by keeping on contact n urging u guys cum up to visit tis blog.. sorry 4 wasting u guys few minutes to read a post tht nt worth to read 4...

cn sum1.. if any1.. felt tis is annoying, or thought i'm doing useless thing tht stil unable to change ur apathetic perspective.. plz DELETE TIS POST.. i rather 1 of u delete it.. let me knw if u r mad of me! nt having fire in bottom of ur heart bt stil try to cover thm by ignoring wat i've done to try to change everything bac to d beginning! i rather v cn hav a nice fight or argue.. i'm fed up wif persuading or trying to solve things tht we've messed up! jz tel me y, y sum of u cn be so cold-blooded~ saying "we were gud mayb bcoz i'm stupid" without thinking wat we hav been through in our previous memory.. i rather sum1 delete tis.. dun tel me who.. it cn b any1~ so wat if i knw who.. i'm stil nobody, person who cnt change him/her.. its his/her choice, thy chose to go on in d way they want to live.. u guys shud refer wat i've post b4, sumtin abt -jz enuf-.. havin 1 or 2 best fren is enuf.. v cn hav same thinking, same point of view, same interest, same things tht encounter together. SO WAT HAVING 32 GUD FRENS!! SO WAT!! NOT EVERYONE HOPES 4 THT BRANCHING FRIENSHIP! LIKE D TREE THT V PLANNED TO PRINT ON OUR SHIRT AT D BEGINNING, EVEN D PRINTING MACHINE DUN THINK V CN HAV THT KIND OF FRIENSHIP!!!!!! SO WAT~

hiekor
doesn't matter if nt added into laksa.. coz.. ntg wil change even if added~ sum even dun hope to add it..
bt stil..
thx 4 those who choose to add..